I will Follow your Voice

Song of the moment: Downhere "I will follow your voice"

"I will follow your voice, I will follow your voice. I will trust your choice I will not fear. I will follow your voice, I will follow your voice. Not my will but yours will be done here."

Wow. Those are some pretty powerful words to me right now. I am pretty sure all of you know by know how I've been feeling recently. The colder the weather, the worse I feel... and winter is on a mad rush here. A lot of people don't understand... to wake up in the mornings and not be able to put on your socks does a heck of a lot of damage mentally and emotionally. And lately I have been hearing myself say "Why can't I just be perfectly normal? Why can't I be a regular teenager? Why me?". To have limitations on everything makes me feel trapped... and helpless. But I was listening to this song recently and it made me re-realize that this was God's choice. He holds my life in his hands, and it's all in his plan for me. I don't need to be scared about tomorrow, or worry about what could happen. I just need to follow God's voice. I know this is a testing period. I know that God hasn't turned his back on me. I know that this is His choice, not mine. I will follow his voice, I will trust his choice, I will not fear, it's not my will, but his.



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So I got my hair cut and re-highlighted recently. It's quite short, but I like it. I've always been a fan of medium length hair, long hair is just too much of a hassle and I am l-a-z-y. It's all blond and pretty, I'll have to post a picture soon.

I have had a plethera of cancelled classes recently. Don't you love having teachers who play sports? Well Kawarth's and Cossa have been recently so quite a few classes have been cancelled. Law mostly, on Friday I had 2 classes cancelled and we watched movies in the other 2. It was a very nice day. (Off topic, but I just wrote this entire paragraph without looking at the keyboard! :)).

Gilmore Girls was amazing this week. Logan came back for the episode! It was sooo adorable. Plus Matt had a guest starring role in Veroncia Mars this week! He rocked it, as usual, but was an evil evil character! (Don;t worry Sara, I haven't forgotten about you. You'll get the past 2 episodes soon)

Well I am off to do English! Thanks for listening to be babble (again)
Love you all!
Emily